This was the date of a scheduled appointment with Dr. Yang Yao Kun, the surgeon who had performed my hernia surgery. I believed it was crucial to inform him about the significant complications that had arisen since the surgery and how they had significantly impacted my quality of life. I was concerned that he might believe the testicular swelling had subsided and everything was fine. It was important for me to communicate the failed surgery and urge him to review his procedures to identify any potential errors.

Ultimately, I decided to cancel the appointment, as I felt it would not be beneficial to my situation, knowing he couldn't do anything to help.