On December 18, 2023, a routine hernia surgery took an unexpected turn, transforming my life into a living nightmare. This is the chronicle of how a medical procedure robbed me of joy, hope, and the ability to live a fulfilling life.
I first noticed a bulge in my groin around seven years ago while embarking on a weight loss journey. Initially dismissing it as excess fat, I eventually forgot about it altogether. For six years, it caused no pain or discomfort and didn’t interfere with my daily life.
Approximately a year ago, I reignited my weight loss efforts and was reminded of the persistent bulge. Concerned, I researched hernia repair and discovered that early intervention often leads to better outcomes. At that point, I experienced minimal discomfort, easily alleviated by adjusting my belt. Little did I know that I would soon yearn for those seemingly insignificant inconveniences.
This is the story of how a medical professional’s actions plunged me into a dark abyss of depression, anxiety, and suicidal thoughts.